Cold Breathing

Maaaaaan I cannot breathe.
Days, weeks, months.. going on a year and I think my breathes are weakening as I do?
Snow tmrw of course! why not right?
Hope they like it, cuz that shit smells like salmon, and I hate heights!!
I wheeze in along side my best friend, serves me right
Sheeeeeiit.
CoughCough

Imprisoned Mind

Have you ever been so afraid to lose something you don't even have?
I've gone through life, maybe not lately, but certainly the majority basing my life on one principle, "Why Not?"
Even in the face of death there hasn't been many instances when the not outweighed the do.
Though the not currently terrifies me, as in the verge of collapse, that what if is so magnificent that if the nots and the dos don't align everything can be lost.
The stage is set, does one crumble to the audience or stand vigilant.

Certainly not what I actually came out what a great rendition

Starting over so I was speaking to my friend which would be tonight save name about how I would really enjoy or in fact need a time machine so that I could tell those jello people of the futuristic times that I don't prefer their gold compared to my gold which I in fact a sound from the 12th century Egyptian Sarah s hot beautifully smelling Egyptian queen ass nice and warm place in my hand and I thought I would share that with you

I love me

New Beginning

With the demise of my longest relationship I sit here, awakened for hours just thinking.. what the fuck now?
I am young, and  been through a lot, but this sure takes a toll. When it rains, it pours, and I wished my jacket was a bit more waterproof. But you just gotta keep that head up and figure out a way. Relationship, vehicle, financial, family.. it all has come crumbling down.. so now what? Rebuild? For it all to come to pieces another couple years from now? Well it starts brick by brick, and hopefully with my vast knowledge on how to screw things up, maybe this time will be the change I need to succeed. As if I was able to see myself now, years ago I am positive a tear would settle on my cheek. But for now I leave you, because it's my Friday on a Wednesday.. and who knows that the weekend will hold.

The only way has failed. Let's make sure it never does again.
G

To the new year

So moving forward to the 2014 I will strictly be using Google's voice to text functionality through my HTC One Android phone which I'll probably still be swapping this phone soon so I'll have a nice piece of hardware to star of the Year fresh as long as the swap goes accordingly. I have thoughts to know just speak my mind through my verbal expressions and leave the text to however Google per tray set but for instance where was just said this cannot be done or else I'll just be confusing you have you ever which of course I don't want to be doing. I like to think of it as more of a time intimate sort of a trail of my life and they feel I'll be able to get my word out a lot better <3 spoken word rather than me typing it so I look forward to this growing to bigger and better things over the new year at 6:53 in the morning a brisk 11 degrees below zero just drove a girlfriend to work and coming down off of a sugar crash so will be talking to you soon and happy new year to all and I hope the Christmas season let's get to everyone and we'll be chatting soon and to all a goodnight

Reporting from my HTC

Second soon to be third HTC One. Ongoing screen burn l, a week no service for incoming calls texts and data connection is down. Now gyroscope, sensor for taking phone away from head and the screen saver goes away works 1/15 tines. Intermittent screen burn bottom of screen 1-2 square inches. So that's what almost 600 pixels with issues ?? Not impressed and for this 4ultra-pixel camera my iPhone 4s seems to have better quality and certainly better auto-focus for sure. HTC step up your game.

My beautiful pictures joined with my supab ps skills

The human mind is an extrodinary thing, especially when its bored. I find my creations odd, like the rest of me, but why not.. nothing else to do that comes to mind

Shouldn't we take care of this?

Now if you watch this video, and you can clearly understand that there has been an asteroid doing its own little orbit near the earth for years, and years to come. What happens when its orbit shifts for whatever reason and now we have an asteroid headed towards earth to destroy us all? SHOULDNT we get rid of this?  or have a plan, defences for such a thing. Because out of the whole universe, Nobody thinks something out of the blue can happen at any second to end everything?... but maybe this is the pre-emptive warning that we will all die, and nodoby notices until its too late because the majority of the world is uneducated or doesnt care? who knows, guess we'll all find out one day maybe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGmdSbtkFS0&feature=player_embedded

ODDities of city dwelling

In the great cowgary for over 2 months, and well everyday has been interesting.

~3+ train to person accidents in couple weeks

~Toyota truck hydroplanes infront of my vehicles, does a 180 at 100km/hr right infront of my car and hits guard rail almost like it was in slow motion in the pour rain down highway

~I go from dead stop into center lane, and collide my vehicle with a 300c, totally his fault, now I have 100% liability of the crash and in debt $1200+

~ Doing 60km down a main drag, van matches the speed of my vehicle; my windows rolled down, systems pounding; and guy yells out "Wanna Buy a Stereo System?!" so of course in my curious nature I yell back, "Fuck CHEA!"..... pull into DQ, check if the guys pullin ma leg or wants to rob me.. sure enough here lies a $5200 stereo in box... he says "make me an offer" my reply, "well heres the thing, I dont have any money.. but do have a watch, HAHA" he didnt go for it, drove off lmao

~ Run into former coworker from BC, workin tha fair, get hammed and go to strip club, have peoples drinks stolen right infront of me to stoned and drunk to realize.. which ended that night

~ Bud comes down from the patch Hit the strip club droppin 100s on some hoes

~ Bud comes up from the south, hit Moo strippers, drop couple hundred, get enough posters to cover tha wall

~ Gettin hammered in a 5 tonne moving truck, then mob through town drinkin, then puffin some dro and drankin wit some nat'es by the river... Have some police come strolling through the forest in they Squad car, "guys doing drugs?" "Nope just drinking".. cop replies "thats fine, just no drugs have a good night" and the police car dissapears into the forest HAHA WTF?

~ Police VANS HAHAHAH not paddy wagons, or sheriff van, cop van.. what a joke.. how intimidating can you be rolling up in a van big foigs

.... mo to come

Self Censorship

Call me crazy, I consider myself insanely awsome.. but as a child around people I used to keep my thoughts "pure" just incase that one or more person could read my thoughts... so I would attempt to think different then what I was actually thinking.

But am I the insane one? Im not the one who has a tv show about ghosts or think im psychic or have mystical powers... Well thats a lie because I do think I have been put on this planet to enlighten all of you with my wisdom, and unfortold thoughts and fortune.. but im no psychic and i dont see ghosts. Big FIOGS!

People have always told me, "you think outside of the box"... what I think is, Everybody else is "outside of the box" only a select, devine few are inside the box with me, pun intended, and those who are inside the box will be forever enlightened. Those who arent, well if you follow my blog and life, then You Can Experience The BOX