Cold Breathing

Maaaaaan I cannot breathe.
Days, weeks, months.. going on a year and I think my breathes are weakening as I do?
Snow tmrw of course! why not right?
Hope they like it, cuz that shit smells like salmon, and I hate heights!!
I wheeze in along side my best friend, serves me right
Sheeeeeiit.
CoughCough

Imprisoned Mind

Have you ever been so afraid to lose something you don't even have?
I've gone through life, maybe not lately, but certainly the majority basing my life on one principle, "Why Not?"
Even in the face of death there hasn't been many instances when the not outweighed the do.
Though the not currently terrifies me, as in the verge of collapse, that what if is so magnificent that if the nots and the dos don't align everything can be lost.
The stage is set, does one crumble to the audience or stand vigilant.

Certainly not what I actually came out what a great rendition

Starting over so I was speaking to my friend which would be tonight save name about how I would really enjoy or in fact need a time machine so that I could tell those jello people of the futuristic times that I don't prefer their gold compared to my gold which I in fact a sound from the 12th century Egyptian Sarah s hot beautifully smelling Egyptian queen ass nice and warm place in my hand and I thought I would share that with you

I love me

New Beginning

With the demise of my longest relationship I sit here, awakened for hours just thinking.. what the fuck now?
I am young, and  been through a lot, but this sure takes a toll. When it rains, it pours, and I wished my jacket was a bit more waterproof. But you just gotta keep that head up and figure out a way. Relationship, vehicle, financial, family.. it all has come crumbling down.. so now what? Rebuild? For it all to come to pieces another couple years from now? Well it starts brick by brick, and hopefully with my vast knowledge on how to screw things up, maybe this time will be the change I need to succeed. As if I was able to see myself now, years ago I am positive a tear would settle on my cheek. But for now I leave you, because it's my Friday on a Wednesday.. and who knows that the weekend will hold.

The only way has failed. Let's make sure it never does again.
G