With the demise of my longest relationship I sit here, awakened for hours just thinking.. what the fuck now?
I am young, and been through a lot, but this sure takes a toll. When it rains, it pours, and I wished my jacket was a bit more waterproof. But you just gotta keep that head up and figure out a way. Relationship, vehicle, financial, family.. it all has come crumbling down.. so now what? Rebuild? For it all to come to pieces another couple years from now? Well it starts brick by brick, and hopefully with my vast knowledge on how to screw things up, maybe this time will be the change I need to succeed. As if I was able to see myself now, years ago I am positive a tear would settle on my cheek. But for now I leave you, because it's my Friday on a Wednesday.. and who knows that the weekend will hold.
The only way has failed. Let's make sure it never does again.
G
I am young, and been through a lot, but this sure takes a toll. When it rains, it pours, and I wished my jacket was a bit more waterproof. But you just gotta keep that head up and figure out a way. Relationship, vehicle, financial, family.. it all has come crumbling down.. so now what? Rebuild? For it all to come to pieces another couple years from now? Well it starts brick by brick, and hopefully with my vast knowledge on how to screw things up, maybe this time will be the change I need to succeed. As if I was able to see myself now, years ago I am positive a tear would settle on my cheek. But for now I leave you, because it's my Friday on a Wednesday.. and who knows that the weekend will hold.
The only way has failed. Let's make sure it never does again.
G
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